term exams!

term exams started todae.. the two papers i had todae were gp and chem.. as expected, i screwed up both papers.. erm, the gp passages were understandable, but the questions were tough, and the vocabs were those words that i knew, but i couldnt explain them in my own words.. haiz, i couldnt find enough points for the summary, and i wrote only 5 lines for aq which carried 10 marks.. however, i was quite *high* aft gp paper (i have no idea why!).. hixhix.. at least gp wasnt as bad as chem! there were 3 sections in the chem paper: section A (MCQs), section B (structured questions) and section C (essay questions).. i didnt know that there was section C, so throughout the whole one and a half hours, i kept wondering howcome writing paper and graph paper were provided! i only realised that section C existed when there were 5 mins left.. anw i managed to earn 2 marks out of the total of 15 marks of section C.. that was how bad my score for section C would be.. section A and section B would surely be like shit too! after comparing my MCQs with Ha and Quynh, i got 7 MCQs wrong.. and i left a lot of blanks for section B also! -_-"

omgosh! i seriously wanted to study hard and do well for exams, but somehow i just couldnt.. meow.. what is happening? i think this is gonna be the worst exam ever in my whole life.. oh no, i dont wanna get my scholarship terminated.. no la, it wont be terminated that easily, since this is just term exam.. but i dont wanna receive any warnings either! oh wells, i think jc life is really different from secondary school life.. i really need to study seriously! someone is waiting for me in NYU :D okae okae okae.. i promise i'll really focus on my studies after term exams.. i'll finish all the overdue homework and assignments.. i'll pay attention during lectures, and do my tutorials.. i'll be a true scholar from now till the end of A Levels.. (:

i have econs and maths papers tmr.. i think i wont do well for econs, so there's no need to study! erm, and i guess there's nothing to study anw.. so i'll focus on my maths.. i seriously feel so stupid now! i hardly understand maths.. oh no, i dont wanna fail maths! i can fail anything but maths! :( okae okae okae enough! i'll go study maths now!

~phuong~