i dont know!

i was doing econs IL in math lecture (!) when suddenly i felt so weird, like there was something inside me that was withering and growing so very very weary. i dont know why i felt that way. and that's even worse. they (Michael Scofield!) say when you can put a face to your fear, you'll no longer be afraid. but i cant!

anyway, i managed to finish econs IL at 3.30, way before the dead line, 4.45 :) Mr mervyn sek must be less ashamed of having such a student like me. i was shocked when i got back my econs essay which i did on teachers' day morning, in like 20 mins before breakfast. oh well, it was supposed to be a teachers' day gift for him, so it's just appropriate that i did it on the day itself. you know, to show my sincerity! and maybe he could sense the sincerity in my scribbling and decided to give me 17/25! wow :)

and i realized i've been giggling instead of laughing. and that is really not good. others will think of me as a bimbo! and i am not!

Ha the not- bimbotic- girl